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of graphic violence and sex, and it may thus be inappropriate or offensive to
some readers. The excerpt below is the complete first chapter of
Mind Prey, and it has not been censored in any way. If you are
offended by this sort of material, or will get in trouble for reading it (e.g.
if your parents think it would be inappropriate for you), do not
continue. Thank you. The storm blew up late in the afternoon, tight, gray clouds
hustling over the lake like dirty, balled-up sweat socks spilling from a
basket. A chilly wind knocked leaves from the elms, oaks, and maples at the
water's edge. The white phlox and black-eyed Susans bowed their heads before
it. The end of summer; too soon. John Mail walked down the floating dock at Irv's Boat Works,
through the scents of premix gasoline, dead, drying minnows and moss, the old
man trailing behind with his hands in the pockets of his worn gabardines. John
Mail didn't know about old-style machinery chokes, priming bulbs,
carburetors, all that. He knew diodes and resistors, the strengths of one chip
and the weaknesses of another. But in Minnesota, boat lore is considered part
of the genetic pattern: he had no trouble renting a fourteen-foot Lund with a
9.9 Johnson outboard. A driver's license and a twenty-dollar deposit were all
he needed at Irv's. Mail stepped down into the boat, and with an open hand wiped a
film of water from the bench seat and sat down. Irv squatted beside the boat
and showed him how to start the motor and kill it, how to steer it and
accelerate. The lesson took thirty seconds. Then John Mail, with his cheap
Zebco rod and reel and empty, red-plastic tackle box, put out on Lake
Minnetonka. "Back before dark," Irv hollered after him. The white-haired
man stood on the dock and watched John Mail putter away. When Mail left Irv's dock, the sky was clear, the air limpid
and summery, if a little nervous in the west. Something was coming, he thought.
Something was hiding below the treeline. But no matter. This was just a look,
just a taste. He followed the shoreline east and north for three miles. Big
houses were elbow to elbow, millions of dollars' worth of stone and brick with
manicured lawns running down to the water. Professionally tended flower beds
were stuck on the lawns like postage stamps, with faux-cobblestone walks
snaking between them. Stone swans and plaster ducks paddled across the
grass. Everything looked different from the water side. Mail thought
he'd gone too far, but he still hadn't picked out the house. He stopped and
went back, then circled. Finally, much further north than he thought it would
be, he spotted the weird-looking tower house, a local landmark. And down the
shore, one-two-three, yes, there it was, stone, glass and cedar, red shingles,
and barely visible on the far side of the roof, the tips of the huge blue
spruces that lined the street. A bed of petunias, large swirls of red, white,
and blue, glowed patriotically from the top of a flagstone wall set into the
slope of the lawn. An open cruiser crouched on a boat lift next to the floating
dock. Mail killed the outboard, and let the boat drift to a stop.
The storm was still below the trees, the wind was dying down. He picked up the
fishing rod, pulled the line off the reel and threaded it through the guides
and out the tip. Then he took a handful of line and threw it overboard,
hookless and weightless. The rat's-nest of monofilament drifted on the surface,
but that was good enough. He looked like he was fishing. Settling on the hard bench seat, Mail hunched his shoulders
and watched the house. Nothing moved. After a few minutes, he began to
manufacture fantasies. He was good at this: a specialist, in a way. There were times
when he'd been locked up as punishment, was allowed no books, no games, no TV.
A claustrophobic and they knew he was claustrophobic, that was part of
the punishment he'd escaped into fantasy to preserve his mind, sat on
his bunk and turned to the blank facing wall and played his own mind-films,
dancing dreams of sex and fire. Andi Manette starred in the early mind-films; fewer later on,
almost none in the past two years. He'd almost forgotten her. Then the calls
came, and she was back. Andi Manette. Her perfume could arouse the dead. She had a
long, slender body, with a small waist and large, pale breasts, a graceful
neckline, when seen from the back with her dark hair up over her small
ears. Mail stared at the water, eyes open, fishing rod drooping over
the gunwales, and watched, in his mind, as she walked across a dark chamber
towards him, peeling off a silken robe. He smiled. When he touched her, her
flesh was warm, and smooth, unblemished. He could feel her on his fingertips.
"Do this," he'd say, out loud; and then he'd giggle. "Down here," he'd
say... He sat for an hour, for two, talking occasionally, then he
sighed and shivered, and woke from the daydream. The world had changed. The sky was gray, angry, the low clouds rolling in. A wind
whipped around the boat, blowing the rat's-nest of monofilament across the
water like a tumbleweed. Across the fattest part of the lake, he could see the
breaking curl of a whitecap. Time to go. He reached back to crank the outboard and saw her. She stood
in the bay window, wearing a white dress though she was three hundred
yards away, he knew the figure, and the unique, attentive stillness. He could
feel the eye contact. Andi Manette was psychic. She could look right into your
brain and say the words you were trying to hide. John Mail looked away, to protect himself. So she wouldn't know he was coming. Andi Manette stood in the bay window and watched the rain
sweep across the water toward the house, and the darkness coming behind. At the
concave drop of the lawn, at the water's edge, the tall heads of the white
phlox bobbed in the wind. They'd be gone by the weekend. Beyond them, a lone
fisherman sat in one of the orange-tipped rental boats from Irv's. He'd been
out there since five o'clock and, as far as she could tell, hadn't caught a
thing. She could've told him that the bottom was mostly sterile muck, that
she'd never caught a fish from the dock. As she watched, he turned to start the outboard. Andi had been
around boats all of her life, and something about the way the man moved
suggested that he didn't know about outboards how to sit down and crank
at the same time. When he turned toward her, she felt his eyes and
thought, ridiculously, that she might know him. He was so far away that she
couldn't even make out the shape of his face. But still, the total package
head, eyes, shoulders, movement seemed familiar... Then he yanked the starter cord again, and a few seconds later
he was on his way down the shoreline, one hand holding his hat on his head, the
other hand on the outboard tiller. He'd never seen her, she thought. The rain
swept in behind him. And she thought: the clouds come in, the leaves falling
down. The end of summer. Too soon. Andi stepped away from the window and moved through the living
room, turning on the lamps. The room was furnished with warmth and a sure
touch: heavy country couches and chairs, craftsman tables, lamps and rugs. A
hint of Shaker there in the corner, lots of natural wood and fabric, subdued,
but with a subtle, occasionally bold, touch of color a flash of red in
the rug that went with the antique maple table, a streak of blue that hinted of
the sky outside the bay windows. The house, always warm in the past, felt cold with George
gone. With what George had done. George was movement and intensity and argument, and even a
sense of protection, with his burliness and aggression, his tough face,
intelligent eyes. Now... this. Andi was a slender woman, tall, dark-haired, unconsciously
dignified. She often seemed posed, although she was unaware of it. Her limbs
simply fell into arrangements, her head cocked for a portrait. Her hair-do and
pearl earrings said horses and sailboats and vacations in Greece. She couldn't help it. She wouldn't change it if she
could. With the living room lights cutting through the growing gloom,
Andi climbed the stairs, to get the girls organized: first day of school,
clothes to choose, early to bed. At the top of the stairs, she started right, toward the girls'
room then heard the tinny music of a bad movie coming from the opposite
direction. They were watching television in the master bedroom suite. As
she walked down the hall, she heard the sudden disconnect of a channel change.
By the time she got to the bedroom, the girls were engrossed in a CNN newscast,
with a couple of talking heads rambling on about the Consumer Price Index. "Hi, Mom," Genevieve said cheerfully. And Grace looked up and
smiled, a bit too pleased to see her. "Hi," Andi said. She looked around. "Where's the remote?" Grace said, unconcernedly, "Over on the bed." The remote was a long way from either of the girls, halfway
across the room in the middle of the bedspread. Hastily thrown, Andi thought.
She picked it up, said, "Excuse me," and backtracked through the channels. On
one of the premiums, she found a clinch scene, fully nude, still in
progress. "You guys," she said, reproachfully. "It's good for us," the younger one protested, not bothering
with denials. "We gotta find things out." "This is not the way to do it," Andi said, punching out the
channel. "Come talk to me." She looked at Grace, but her older daughter was
looking away a little angry, maybe, and embarrassed. "Come on," Andi
said. "Let's everybody organize our school stuff and take our baths." "We're talking like a doctor again, Mom," Grace said. "Sorry." On the way down to the girls' bedrooms, Genevieve blurted,
"God, that guy was really hung." After a second of shocked silence, Grace started to giggle,
and two seconds later Andi started, and five seconds after that all three of
them sprawled on the carpet in the hallway, laughing until the tears ran down
their faces. The rain fell steadily through the night, stopped for a few
hours in the morning, then started again. Andi got the girls on the bus, arrived at work ten minutes
early, and worked efficiently through her patient list, listening carefully,
smiling encouragement, occasionally talking with some intensity. To a woman who
could not escape thoughts of suicide; to another who felt she was male, trapped
in a female body; to a man who was obsessed by a need to control the smallest
details of his family's life he knew he was wrong but couldn't
stop. At noon, she walked two blocks out to a deli and brought a bag
lunch back for herself and her partner. They spent the lunch hour talking about
Social Security and worker compensation taxes with the bookkeeper. In the afternoon, a bright spot: a police officer, deeply
bound by the million threads of chronic depression, seemed to be responding to
new medication. He was a dour, pasty-faced man who reeked of nicotine, but
today he smiled shyly at her and said, "My God, this was my best week in five
years: I was looking at women." Andi left the office early, and drove through an annoying,
mud-producing drizzle to the west side of the loop, to the rambling, white New
England cottages and green playing fields of the Birches School. Hard maples
boxed the school parking lot; flames of red autumn color were stitched through
their lush crowns. Toward the school entrance, a grove of namesake birch had
gone a sunny gold, a brilliant greeting on a dismal day. Andi left the car in the parking lot and hurried inside, the
warm smell of a soaking rain hanging like a fog over the wet asphalt. The teacher-parent conferences were routine Andi went
to them every year, the first day of school: meet the teachers, smile at
everyone, agree to work on the Thanksgiving pageant, write a check to the
strings program. So looking forward to working with Grace, she's a very
bright child, active, school leader, blah blah blah. She was happy to go to them. Always happy when they were
over. When they were done, she and the girls walked back outside and
found the rain had intensified, hissing down from the crazy sky. "I'll tell you
what, Mom," Grace said, as they stood in the school's covered entry, watching a
woman with a broken umbrella scurry down the sidewalk. Grace was often very
serious when talking with adults. "I'm in a very good dress, and it's barely
wrinkled, so I could wear it again. Why don't you get the car and pick me up
here?" "All right." No point in all of them getting wet. "I'm not afraid of the rain," Genevieve said pugnaciously.
"Let's go." "Why don't you wait with Grace?" Andi asked. "Nah. Grace is just afraid to get wet 'cause she'll melt, the
old witch," Genevieve said. Grace caught her sister's eye and made a pinching sign with
her thumb and forefinger. "Mom," Genevieve wailed. "Grace," Andi said, reprovingly. "Tonight, when you're almost asleep," Grace muttered. She knew
how to deal with her sister. At twelve, Grace was the older and by far the taller of the
two, gawky, but beginning to show the curves of adolescence. She was a serious
girl, almost solemn, as though expecting imminent unhappiness. Someday a
doctor. Genevieve, on the other hand, was competitive, frivolous,
loud. Almost too pretty. Even at nine, everyone said, it was obvious that she'd
be a trial to the boys. To whole flocks of boys. But that was years away. Now
she was sitting on the concrete, messing with the sole of her tennis shoe,
peeling the bottom layer off. "Gen," Andi said. "It's gonna come off anyway," Genevieve said, not looking up.
"I told you I need new shoes." A man in a raincoat hurried up the walk, hatless, head bowed
in the rain. David Girdler, who called himself a psychotherapist and who was
active in the Parent-Teacher Cooperative. He was a boring man given to
pronunciations about proper roles in life and hard-wired
behavior. There were rumors that he used tarot cards in his work. He
fawned on Andi. "Dr. Manette," he said, nodding, slowing. "Nasty day." "Yes," Andi said. But her breeding wouldn't let her stop so
curtly, even with a man she disliked. "It's supposed to rain all night
again." "That's what I hear," Girdler said. "Say, did you see this
month's Therapodist? There's an article on the structure of recovered
memory..." He rambled on for a moment, Andi smiling automatically, then
Genevieve interrupted, loudly, "Mom, we're super-late," And Andi said, "We've
really got to go, David," and then, because of the breeding, "But I'll be sure
to look it up." "Sure, nice talking to you," Girdler said. When he'd gone inside, Genevieve said, looking after him, from
the corner of her mouth like Bogart, "What do we say, Mom?" "Thank you, Gen," Andi said, smiling. "You're welcome, Mom." "Okay," Andi said. "I'll run for it." She looked down the
parking lot. A red van had parked on the driver's side of her car and she'd
have to run around the back of it. "I'm coming, too," Genevieve said. "I get the front," Grace said. "I get the front..." "You got the front on the way over, beetle," Grace said. "Mom, she called me..." Grace made the pinching sign again, and Andi said, "You get in
the back, Gen. You had the front on the way over." "Or I'll pinch you," Grace added. They half-ran through the rain, Andi in her low heels,
Genevieve with her still-short legs, holding hands. Andi released Gen's hand as
they crossed behind the Econoline van. She pointed her key at the car and
pushed the electronic lock button, heard the locks pop up over the hissing of
the rain. Head bent, she hurried down between the van and the car, Gen a
step behind her, and reached for the door handles. Andi heard the doors slide on the van behind her; felt the
presence of the man, the motion. Automatically began to smile, turning. Heard Genevieve grunt, turned and saw the strange round head
coming for her, the mop of dirty blond hair. Saw the road-map lines buried in a face much too young for
them. Saw the teeth, and the spit, and the hands like clubs. Andi screamed, "Run." And the man hit her in the face. She saw the blow coming but was unable to turn away. The
impact smashed her against her car door, and she slid down it, her knees going
out. She didn't feel the blow as pain, only as impact, the fist on
her face, the car on her back. She felt the man turning, felt blood on her
skin, smelled the worms of the pavement as she hit it, the rough wet blacktop
on the palms of her hand, thought crazily for just the torn half of an
instant about ruining her suit, felt the man step away. She tried to scream "Run" again, but the word came out as a
groan, and she felt maybe saw, maybe not the man moving on
Genevieve, and she tried to scream again, to say something, anything, and blood
bubbled out of her nose and the pain hit her, a blinding, wrenching pain like
fire on her face. And in the distance, she heard Genevieve scream, and she tried
to push up. A hand pulled at her coat, lifting her, and she flew through the
air, to crash against a sheet of metal. She rolled again, facedown, tried to
get her knees beneath her, and heard a car door slam. Half-sensible, Andi rolled, eyes wild, and saw Genevieve in a
heap, bloody from head to toe. She reached out to her daughter, who sat up,
eyes bright. Andi tried to stop her, then realized that it wasn't blood that
stained her red, it was something else: and Genevieve, inches away, screamed,
"Momma, you're bleeding..." Van, she thought. They were in the van. She figured that out, pulled herself to
her knees, and was thrown back down as the van screeched out of the parking
place. Grace will see us, she thought. She struggled up again, and again was knocked down, this time
as the van swung left and braked. The driver's door opened and light flooded
in, and she heard a shout, and the doors opened on the side of the truck, and
Grace came headlong through the opening, landing on Genevieve, her white dress
stained the same rusty red as the truck. The doors slammed again; and the van roared out of the parking
lot. Andi got to her knees, arms flailing, trying to make sense of
it: Grace screaming, Genevieve wailing, the red stuff all over them. And she knew from the smell and taste of it that she
was bleeding. She turned and saw the bulk of the man in the driver's
seat behind a chain-link mesh. She shouted at him, "Stop, stop it. Stop it,"
but the driver paid no attention, took a corner, took another. "Momma, I'm hurt," Genevieve said. Andi turned back to her
daughters, who were on their hands and knees. Grace had a sad, hound-dog look
on her face; she'd known this man would come for her someday. Andi looked at the van doors, for a way out, but metal plates
had been screwed over the spot where the handles must've been. She rolled back
and kicked the door with all her strength, but the door wouldn't budge. She
kicked again, and again, her long legs lashing out. Then Grace kicked and
Genevieve kicked and nothing moved, and Genevieve began screeching, screeching.
And kicked until she felt faint from the effort, and she said to Grace,
panting, three or four times, "We've got to get out, we've got to get out, get
out, get out..." And the man in the front seat began to laugh, a loud
carnival-ride laughter that rolled over Genevieve's screams; the laughter
eventually silenced them and they saw his eyes in the rearview mirror and he
said, "You won't get out. I made sure of that. I know all about doors without
handles." That was the first time they'd heard his voice, and the girls
shrank back from it. Andi swayed to her feet, crouched under the low roof,
realized that she'd lost her shoes and her purse. Her purse was there on
the passenger seat, in front. How had it gotten there? She tried to steady
herself by clinging to the mesh screen, and kicked at the side window. Her heel
connected and the glass cracked. The van swerved to the side, braking, and the man in front
turned, violent anger in his voice, and held up a black .45 and said, "You
break my fuckin' window and I'll kill the fuckin' kids." She could only see the side of his face, but suddenly thought:
I know him. But he looks different. From where? Where? Andi sank back to the
floor of the van and the man in front turned back to the wheel and then pulled
away from the curb, muttering, "Break my fuckin' window? Break my fuckin'
window?" "Who are you?" Andi asked. That seemed to make him even angrier. Who was he?
"John," he said harshly. "John who? What do you want?" John Who? John the Fuck Who? "You know John the Fuck
Who." Grace was bleeding from her nose, her eyes wild; Genevieve was
huddled in the corner, and Andi said again, helplessly, "John who?" He looked over his shoulder, a spark of hate in his eyes,
reached up and pulled a blond wig off his head. Andi, a half-second later, said, "Oh, no. No. Not John
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