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![]() The Prey Series Eyes of Prey Virgil Flowers The Kidd Series Other Novels Etcetera | Eyes of Prey The Prey series contains strong language and scenes
of graphic violence and sex, and it may thus be inappropriate or offensive to
some readers. The excerpt below is the complete first chapter of
Eyes of Prey, and it has not been censored in any way. If you are
offended by this sort of material, or will get in trouble for reading it (e.g.
if your parents think it would be inappropriate for you), do not
continue. Thank you. Carlo Druze was a stone killer. He sauntered down the old, gritty sidewalk with its cracked,
uneven paving blocks, under the bare-branched oaks. He was acutely aware of his
surroundings. Back around the corner, near the car, the odor of cigar smoke
hung in the cold night air; a hundred feet farther along, he'd touched a pool
of fragrance, deodorant or cheap perfume. A Mötley Crüe song beat
down from a second-story bedroom: plainly audible on the sidewalk, it had to be
deafening inside. Two blocks ahead, to the right, a translucent cream-colored
shade came down in a lighted window. He watched the window, but nothing else
moved. A vagrant snowflake drifted past, then another. Druze could kill without feeling, but he wasn't stupid. He
took care: he would not spend his life in prison. So he strolled, hands in his
pockets, a man at his leisure. Watching. Feeling. The collar of his ski jacket
rose to his ears on the sides, to his nose in the front. A watch cap rode low
on his forehead. If he met anyone a dog-walker, a night jogger
they'd get nothing but the eyes. From the mouth of the alley, he could see the target house and
the garage behind it. Nobody in the alley, nothing moving. A few garbage cans,
like battered plastic toadstools, waited to be taken inside. Four windows were
lit on the ground floor of the target house, two more up above. The garage was
dark. Druze didn't look around; he was too good an actor. It wasn't
likely that a neighbor was watching, but who could know? An old man, lonely,
standing at his window, a linen shawl around his narrow shoulders... Druze
could see him in his mind's eye, and was wary: the people out here had money,
and Druze was a stranger in the dark. An out-of-place furtiveness, like a bad
line on the stage, would be noticed. The cops were only a minute away. With a casual step, then, rather than a sudden move, Druze
turned into the darker world of the alley and walked down to the garage. It was
connected to the house by a glassed-in breezeway. The door at the end would not
be locked; it led straight into the kitchen. "If she's not in the kitchen, she'll be in the recreation
room, watching television," Bekker had said. Bekker had been aglow, his face
pulsing with the heat of uncontrolled pleasure. He'd drawn the floor plan on a
sheet of notebook paper and traced the hallways with the point of his pencil.
The pencil had trembled on the paper, leaving a shaky worm trail in graphite.
"Christ, I wish I could be there to see it." Druze took the key out of his pocket, pulled it out by its
string. He'd tied the string to a belt loop, so there'd be no chance he'd lose
the key in the house. He reached out to the doorknob with his gloved left hand,
tried it. Locked. The key opened it easily. He shut the door behind him and
stood in the dark, listening. A scurrying? A mouse in the loft? The sound of
the wind brushing over the shingles. He waited, listening. Druze was a troll. He had been burned as a child. Some nights,
bad nights, the memories ran uncontrollably through his head, and he'd doze,
wretchedly, twisting in the blankets, knowing what was coming, afraid. He'd
wake in his childhood bed, the fire on him. On his hands, his face, running
like liquid, in his nose, his hair, his mother screaming, throwing water and
milk, his father flapping his arms, shouting, ineffectual... They hadn't taken him to the hospital until the next day. His
mother had smeared lard on him, hoping not to pay, as Druze howled through the
night. But in the morning light, when they'd seen his nose, they took him. He was four weeks in the county hospital, shrieking with pain
as the nurses put him through the baths and the peels, as the doctors did the
skin transplants. They'd harvested the skin from his thighs he
remembered the word, all these years later, harvested, it stick in his
mind like a tick and used it to patch his face. When they'd finished, he looked better, but not good. The
features on his face seemed fused together, as though an invisible nylon
stocking were pulled over his head. His skin was no better, a patchwork of
leather, off-color, pebbled, like a quilted football. His nose had been fixed,
as best as the doctors could, but it was too short, his nostrils flaring
straight out, like black headlights. His lips were stiff and thin, and dried
easily. He licked them, unconsciously, his tongue flicking out every few
seconds with a lizard's touch. The doctors had given him the new face, but his eyes were his
own. His eyes were flat black and opaque, like weathered paint on
the eyes of a cigar-store Indian. New acquaintances sometimes thought he was
blind, but he was not. His eyes were the mirror of his soul: Druze hadn't had
one since the night of the burning. The garage was silent. Nobody called out, no telephone rang.
Druze tucked the key into his pants pocket and took a black four-inch
milled-aluminum penlight of his jacket. With the light's narrow beam, he
skirted the car and picked his way through the litter of the garage. Bekker had
warned him of this: the woman was a gardener. The unused half of the garage was
littered with shovels, rakes, hoes, garden trowels, red clay pots, both broken
and whole, sacks of fertilizer and partial bales of peat moss. A power
cultivator sat next to a lawn mower and a snow-blower. The place smelled half
of earth and half of gasoline, a pungent, yeasty mixture that pulled him back
to his childhood. Druze had grown up on a farm, poor, living in a trailer with
a propane tank, closer to the chicken coop than the main house. He knew about
kitchen gardens, old, oil-leaking machinery, and the stink of manure. The door between the garage and the breezeway was closed but
not locked. The breezeway itself was six feet wide and as cluttered as the
garage. "She uses it as a spring greenhouse watch the tomato flats on
the south side, they'll be all over the place," Bekker had said. "You'll need
the light, but she won't be able to see it from either the kitchen or the
recreation room. Check the windows on the left. That's the study, and she could
see you from there but she won't be in the study. She never is. You'll
be okay." Bekker was a meticulous planner, delighted with his own
precise work. As he led Druze through the floor plan with his pencil, he'd
stopped once to laugh. His laugh was his worst feature, Druze decided. Harsh,
scratching, it sounded like the squawk of a crow pursued by owls... Druze walked easily through the breezeway, stepping precisely
toward the lighted window in the door at the end of the passage. He was bulky
but not fat. He was, in fact, an athlete: he could juggle, he could dance, he
could balance on a rope; he could jump in the air and click his heels and land
lightly enough that the audience could hear the click alone, like a
spoken word. Midway through, he heard a voice and paused. A voice, singing. Sweet, naive, like a high-school
chorister's. A woman, the words muffled. He recognized the tune but didn't know
its name. Something from the sixties. A Joan Baez song maybe. The focus was
getting tighter. He didn't doubt that he could do her. Killing Stephanie Bekker
would be no more difficult than chopping off a chicken's head or slitting the
throat of a baby pig. Just a shoat, he said to himself. It's all
meat.... Druze had done another murder, years earlier. He'd told Bekker
about it, over a beer. It wasn't a confession, simply a story. And now, so many
years later, the killing seemed more like an accident than a murder. Even less
than that: like a scene from a half-forgotten drive-in movie, a movie where you
couldn't remember the end. A girl in a New York flophouse. A hooker maybe, a
druggie for sure. She gave him some shit. Nobody cared, so he killed her.
Almost as an experiment, to see if it would rouse some feeling in him. It
hadn't. He never knew the hooker's name, doubted that he could even
find the flophouse, if it still existed. At this date, he probably couldn't
figure out what week of the year it had been: the summer, sometime, everything
hot and stinking, the smell of spoiled milk and rotting lettuce in sidewalk
dumpsters... "Didn't bother me," he had told Bekker, who pressed him. "It
wasn't like... Shit, it wasn't like anything. Shut the bitch up, that's for
sure." "Did you hit her? In the face?" Bekker had been intent, the
eyes of science. It was, Druze thought, the moment they had become friends. He
remembered it with perfect clarity: the bar, the scent of cigarette smoke, four
college kids on the other side of the aisle, sitting around a pizza, laughing
at inanities... Bekker had worn an apricot-colored mohair sweater, a favorite,
that framed his face. "Bounced her off a wall, swinging her," Druze had said,
wanting to impress. Another new feeling. "When she went down, I got on her
back, got an arm around her neck, and jerk... that was it. Neck just
went pop. Sounded like when you bite into a piece of gristle. I put my pants
on, walked out the door...." "Scared?" "No. Not after I was out of the place. Something that
simple... what're the cops going to do? You walk away. By the time you're down
the block, they got no chance. And in that fuckin' place, they probably didn't
even find her for two days, and only then 'cause of the heat. I wasn't
scared, I was more like... hurried." "That's something," Bekker's approval was like the rush Druze
got from applause, but better, tighter, more concentrated. Only for him. He had
gotten the impression that Bekker had a confession of his own but held it back.
Instead the other man had asked, "You never did it again?" "No. It's not like... I enjoy it." Bekker had sat staring at him for a moment, then had smiled.
"Hell of a story, Carlo." He hadn't felt much when he'd killed the girl. He didn't feel
much now, ghosting through the darkened breezeway, closing in. Tension, stage
fright, but no distaste for the job. Another door waited at the end of the passage, wooden, with an
inset window at eye level. If the woman was at the tale, Bekker said, she would
most likely be facing away from him. If she was at the sink, the stove or the
refrigerator, she wouldn't be able to see him at all. The door would open
quietly enough, but she would feel the cold air if he hesitated. What was that song? The woman's voice floated around
him, an intriguing whisper in the night air. Moving slowly, Druze peeked
through the window. She wasn't at the table: nothing there but two wooden
chairs. He gripped the doorknob solidly, picked up a foot, wiped the sole of
his shoe on the opposite pant leg, then repeated the move with the other foot.
If the gym shoe treads had picked up any small stones, they would give him
away, rattling on the tile floor. Bekker had suggested that he wipe, and Druze
was a man who valued rehearsal. His hand still on the knob, he twisted. The knob turned
silently under his glove, as slowly as the second hand on a clock. The door was
on a spring, and would ease itself shut.... And she sang: Something, Angelina,
ta-dum, Angelina. Good-bye, Angelina? She was a true soprano, her
voice like bells.... The door was as quiet as Bekker had promised. Warm air pushed
into his face like a feather cushion; the sound of a dish washer, and Druze was
inside and moving, the door closed behind him, his shoes silent on the quarry
tile. Straight ahead was the breakfast bar, white-speckled Formica with a
single short-stemmed rose in a bud vase at the far end, a cup and a saucer in
the center and, on the near end, a green glass bottle. A souvenir from a trip
to Mexico, Bekker had said. Hand-blown, and heavy as stone, with a sturdy
neck. Druze was moving fast now, to the end of the bar, an avalanche
in black, the woman suddenly there to his left, standing at the sink, singing,
her back to him. Her black hair was brushed out on her shoulders, a sheer
silken blue negligee falling gently over her hips. At the last instant she
sensed him coming, maybe felt a rush in the air, a coldness, and she
turned. Something's wrong: Druze was moving on Bekker's wife,
too late to change course, and he knew that something was wrong.... Man in the house. In the shower. On his way. Stephanie Bekker felt warm, comfortable, still a little
damp from her own shower, a bead of water tickling as it sat on her spine
between her shoulder blades.... Her nipples were sore, but not unpleasantly.
He'd shaven, but not recently enough.... She smiled. Silly man, must not have
nursed enough as a baby... Stephanie Bekker felt the cool air on her back and turned
to smile at her lover. Her lover wasn't there; Death was. She said, "Who?" and
it was all there in her mind, like a fistful of crystals: the plans for the
business, the good days at the lakes, the cocker spaniel she had had as a girl,
her father's face lined with pain after his heart attack, her inability to have
children... And her home: the kitchen tile, the antique flour bins,
the wrought-iron pot stands, the single rose in the bud vase, red as a drop of
blood... Gone. Something wrong... "Who?" she said, now loud, half turning, her eyes widening, a
smile caught on her face. The bottle whipped around, a Louisville Slugger in
green glass. Her hand started up. Too late. Too small. Too delicate. The heavy bottle smashed into her temple with a wet crack,
like a rain-soaked newspaper hitting a porch. Her head snapped back and she
fell, straight down, as though her bones had vaporized. The back of her head
slammed the edge of the counter, pitching her forward, turning her. Druze was on her, smashing her flat with his weight, his hand
on her chest, feeling her nipple in his palm. Hitting her face and her face and her face... The heavy bottle broke, and he paused, sucking air, his head
turned up, his jaws wide, changed his grip and smashed the broken edges down
through her eyes.... "Do it too much," Bekker had urged. He'd been like a jock,
talking about a three-four defense or a halfback option, his arm pumping as
though he was about to holler "Awright!"... "Do it like a junkie would
do it. Christ, I wish I could be there. And get the eyes. Be sure you get the
eyes." "I know how to do it," Druze had said. "But you must get the eyes..." Bekker had had a little white
dot of drying spittle at the corner of his mouth. That happened when he got
excited. "Get her eyes for me...." Something wrong. There'd been another sound here, and it had stopped. Even as
he beat her, even as he pounded the razor-edged bottle down through her eyes,
Druze registered the negligee. She wouldn't be wearing this on a cold, windy
night in April, alone in the house. Women were natural actors, with an instinct
for the appropriate thing that went past simple comfort. She wouldn't be
wearing this if she were alone.... He hit her face and heard the thumping on the stairs, and half
turned, half stood, startled, hunched like a golem, the bottle in his gloved
hand. The man came around the corner at the bottom of the stairs, wrapped in a
towel. Taller than average, too heavy but not actually fat. Balding, fair wet
hair at his temples, uncombed. Pale skin, rarely touched by sunlight, chest
hair gone gray, pink spots on his shoulders from the shower. There was a frozen instant, then the man blurted "Jesus" and
bolted. Druze took a step after him, quickly, off balance. The blood on the
kitchen tile was almost invisible, red on red, and he slipped, his feet flying
from beneath him. He landed back-down on the woman's head, her pulped features
imprinting themselves on his black jacket. The man, Stephanie Bekker's lover,
was up the stairs. It was an old house and the doors were oak. If he locked
himself in a bedroom, Druze would not get through the door in a hurry. The man
might already be dialing 911.... Druze dropped the bottle, as planned, and turned and trotted
out the door. He was halfway down the length of the breezeway when it slammed
behind him, a report like a gunshot, startling him. Door, his mind
said, but he was running now, scattering the tomato plants. His hand found the
penlight as he cleared the breezeway. With the light, he was through the garage
in two more seconds, into the alley, slowing himself. Walk. WALK. In another ten seconds he was on the sidewalk, thick, hunched,
his coat collar up. He got to his car without seeing another soul. A minute
after he left Stephanie Bekker, the car was moving.... Keep your head out of it. Druze did not allow himself to think. Everything was
rehearsed, it was all very clean. Follow the script. Stay on schedule. Around
the lake, out to France Avenue to Highway 12, back toward the loop to I-94,
down 94 to Saint Paul. Then he thought: He saw my face. And who the fuck was he? So round, so pink, so
startled. Druze smacked the steering wheel once in frustration. How could
this happen? Bekker so smart... There was no way for Druze to know who the lover was, but
Bekker might know. He should have some ideas, at least. Druze glanced at the
car clock: 10:40. Ten minutes before the first scheduled call. He took the next exit, stopped at a SuperAmerica store and
picked up the plastic baggie of quarters he'd left on the floor of the car: he
hadn't wanted them to clink when he went into Bekker's house. A public phone
hung on an exterior wall, and Druze, his index finger in one ear to block the
street noise, dialed another public phone, in San Francisco. A recording asked
for quarters and Druze dropped them in. A second later, the phone rang on the
West Coast. Bekker was there. "Yes?" Druze was supposed to say one of two words, "Yes" or "No," and
hang up. Instead he said, "There was a guy there." "What?" He'd never heard Bekker surprised, before this
night. "She was fuckin' some guy," Druze said. "I came in and did her
and the guy came right down the stairs on top of me. He was wearing a
towel." "What?" More than surprised. He was stunned. "Wake up, for Christ's fuckin' sake. Stop saying 'What?' We
got a problem." "What about... the woman?" Recovering now. Mentioning no
names. "She's a big fuckin' Yes. But the guy saw me. Just for a
second. I was wearing the ski jacket and the hat, but with my face... I don't
know how much was showing...." There was a long moment of silence; then Bekker said, "We
can't talk about it. I'll call you tonight or tomorrow, depending on what
happens. Are you sure about... the woman?" "Yeah, yeah, she's a Yes." "Then we've done that much," Bekker said, with satisfaction.
"Let me go think about the other." And he was gone. Driving away from the store, Druze hummed, harshly, the few
bars of the song: Ta-dum, Angelina, good-bye, Angelina... That wasn't
right, and the goddamned song would be going through his head forever until he
got it. Ta-dum, Angelina. Maybe he could call a radio station and
they'd play it or something. The melody was driving him nuts. He put the car on I-94, took it to Highway 280, to I-35W, to
I-694, and began driving west, fast, too fast, enjoying the speed, running the
loop around the cities. He did it, now and then, to cool out. He liked the wind
whistling through a crack in the window, the oldie-goldies on the radio.
Ta-dum... The blood-mask dried on the back of his jacket, invisible now.
He never knew it was there. Stephanie Bekker's lover heard the strange thumping as he
toweled himself after his shower. The sound was unnatural, violent, arrhythmic,
but it never crossed his mind that Stephanie had been attacked, was dying there
on the kitchen floor. She might be moving something, one of those heavy antique
chairs maybe, or perhaps she couldn't get a jar open and was rapping the lid on
a kitchen counter he really didn't know what he thought. He wrapped a towel around his waist and went to look. He
walked straight into the nightmare: A man with a beast's face, hovering over
Stephanie, the broken bottle in his hand like a dagger, rimed with blood.
Stephanie's face... What had he told her, there in bed, an hour before? You're
a beautiful woman, he'd said, awkward at this, touching her lips with his
fingertip, so beautiful.... He'd seen her on the floor and he'd turned and run. What
else could he do? one part of his mind asked. The lower part, the lizard
part that went back to the caves, said: Coward. He'd run up the stairs, flying with fear, reaching to slam the
bedroom door behind him, to lock himself away from the horror, when he heard
the troll slam out through the breezeway door. He snatched up the phone,
punched numbers, a 9, a 1,. But even as he punched the 1, his quick mind was
turning. He stopped. Listened. No neighbors, no calls in the night. No sirens.
Nothing. He looked at the phone, then finally set it back down. Maybe... He pulled on his pants. He cracked the door, tense, waiting for attack. Nothing. Down
the stairs, moving quietly in his bare feet. Nothing. Wary, moving slowly, into
the kitchen. Stephanie sprawled there, on her back, beyond help: her face
pulped, her whole head misshapen from the beating. Blood pooled on the tile
around her; the killer had stepped in it, and he'd left tracks, one edge of a
gym shoe and a heel, back towards the door. Stephanie Bekker's lover reached down to touch her neck, to
feel for a pulse, but at the last minute, repelled, he pulled his hand back.
She was dead. He stood for a moment, swept by a premonition that the cops were
on the sidewalk, were coming up the sidewalk, were reaching toward the front
door.... They would find him here, standing over the body like the innocent man
in a Perry Mason television show, point a finger at him, accuse him of
murder. He turned his head toward the front door. Nothing. Not a
sound. He went back up the stairs, his mind working furiously.
Stephanie had sworn she'd told nobody about their affair. Her close friends
were with the university, in the art world or in the neighborhood: confiding
details of an affair in any of those places would set off a tidal wave of
gossip. They both knew that and knew it would be ruinous. He would lose his position in a scandal. Stephanie, for her
part, was deathly afraid of her husband: what he would do, she couldn't begin
to predict. The affair had been stupid, but neither had been able to resist it.
His marriage was dying, hers was long dead. He choked, controlled it, choked again. He hadn't wept since
childhood, couldn't weep now, but spasms of grief, anger and fear squeezed his
chest. Control. He started dressing, was buttoning his shirt when his stomach
rebelled, and he dashed to the bathroom and vomited. He knelt in front of the
toilet for several minutes, dry heaves tearing at his stomach muscles until
tears came to his eyes. Finally, the spasms subsiding, he stood up and finished
dressing, except for his shoes. He must be quiet, he thought. He did a careful inventory: billfold, keys, handkerchief,
coins. Necktie, jacket. Coat and gloves. He forced himself to sit on the bed
and mentally retrace his steps through the house. What had he touched? The
front doorknob. The table in the kitchen, the spoon and bowl he'd used to eat
her cherry cobbler. The knobs on the bedroom and bathroom doors, the water
faucets, the toilet seat... He got a pair of Stephanie's cotton underpants from her
bureau, went down the stairs again, started with the front door and worked
methodically through the house. In the kitchen, he didn't look at the body. He
couldn't look at it, but he was always aware of it at the edge of his vision, a
leg, an arm... enough to step carefully around the blood. In the bedroom again, and the bathroom. As he was wiping the
shower, he thought about the drain. Body hair. He listened again. Silence.
Take the time. The drain was fastened by a single brass screw. He
removed it with a dime, wiped the drain as far as he could reach with toilet
paper, then rinsed it with a direct flow of water. The paper he threw into the
toilet, and flushed once, twice. Body hair: the bed. He went into the bedroom,
another surge of despair shaking his body. He would forget something.... He
pulled the sheets from the bed, threw them on the floor, found another set and
spent five minutes putting them on the bed and rearranging the blankets and the
coverlet. He wiped the nightstand and the headboard, stopped, looked
around. Enough. He rolled the underpants in the dirty sheets, put on his shoes
and went downstairs, carrying the bundle of linen. He scanned the living room,
the parlor and the kitchen one last time. His eyes skipped over
Stephanie.... There was nothing more to do. He put on his coat and stuffed
the bundle of sheets in the belly. He was already heavy, but the sheets made
him gross: good. If anybody saw him... He walked out the front door, down the four concrete steps to
the street and around the long block too his car. They'd been discreet, and
their discretion might now save him. The night was cold, spitting snow, and he
met nobody. He drove down off the hill, around the lake, out to Hennepin
Avenue, and spotted a pay telephone. He stopped, pinched a quarter in the
underpants and dialed 911. Feeling both furtive and foolish, he put the pants
over the mouthpiece of the telephone before he spoke: "A woman's been murdered..." he told the operator. He gave Stephanie's name and address. With the operator
pleading with him to stay on the line, he hung up, carefully wiped the receiver
and walked back to his car. No. Sneaked back to his car, he thought. Like a
rat. They would never believe, he thought. Never. He put his head on the
steering wheel. Closed his eyes. Despite himself, his mind was
calculating. The killer had seen him. And the killer hadn't looked like a
junkie or a small-time rip-off artist killing on impulse. He'd looked strong,
well fed, purposeful. The killer could be coming after him.... He'd have to give more information to the investigators, he
decided, or they'd focus on him, her lover. He'd have to point them at the
killer. They'd know that Stephanie had had intercourse, the county pathologists
would be able to tell that.... God, had she washed? Of course she had, but how well? Would
there be enough semen for a DNA-type? No help for that. But he could give the police information
they'd need to track the killer. Print out a statement, Xerox it through
several generations, with different darkness settings, to obscure any
peculiarities of the printer... Stephanie's face came out of nowhere. At one moment, he was planning. The next, she was there, her
eyes closed, her head turned away, asleep. He was seized with the thought that
he could go back, find her standing in the doorway, find that it had all been a
nightmare.... He began to choke again, his chest heaving. And Stephanie's lover thought, as he sat in the car: Bekker?
Had he done this? He started the car. Bekker. It wasn't quite human, the thing that pulled itself across the
kitchen floor. Not quite human eyes gone, brain damaged, bleeding
but it was alive and it had a purpose: the telephone. There was no attacker,
there was no lover, there was no time. There was only pain, the tile and,
somewhere, the telephone. The thing on the floor pulled itself to the wall where the
telephone was, reached, reached... and failed. The thing was dying when the
paramedics came, when the glass in the window broke and the firemen came
through the door. The thing called Stephanie Bekker heard the words "Jesus
Christ," and then it was gone forever, leaving a single bloody handprint six
inches below the Princess phone. |
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