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of graphic violence and sex, and it may thus be inappropriate or offensive to
some readers. The excerpt below is the complete first chapter of
Rules of Prey, and it has not been censored in any way. If you are
offended by this sort of material, or will get in trouble for reading it (e.g.
if your parents think it would be inappropriate for you), do not
continue. Thank you. A rooftop billboard cast a flickering blue light through the
studio windows. The light ricocheted off glass and stainless steel: an empty
crystal bud vase rimed with dust, a pencil sharpener, a microwave oven,
peanut-butter jars filled with drawing pencils, paintbrushes and crayons. An
ashtray full of pennies and paper clips. Jars of poster paint. Knives. A stereo was dimly visible as a collection of rectangular
silhouettes on the window ledge. A digital clock punched red electronic minutes
into silence. The maddog waited in the dark. He could hear himself breathe. Feel the sweat trickle from
the pores of his underarms. Taste the remains of his dinner. Feel the shaven
stubble at his groin. Smell the odor of the Chosen's body. He was never so alive as in the last moments of a long
stalk. For some people, for people like his father, it must be like this every
minute of every hour: life on a higher plane of existence The maddog watched the street. The Chosen was an artist. She
had smooth olive skin and liquid brown eyes, tidy breasts and a slender waist.
She lived illegally in the warehouse, bathing late at night in the communal
rest room down the hall, furtively cooking microwave meals after the building
manager left for the day. She slept on a narrow bed in a tiny storage room,
beneath an art-deco crucifix, immersed in vapors of turpentine and linseed. She
was out now, shopping for microwave dinners. The microwave crap would kill
her if he didn't, the maddog thought. He was probably doing her a favor. He
smiled. The artist would be his third kill in the Cities, the fifth
of his life. The first was a ranch girl, riding out of her back pasture
toward the wooded limestone hills of East Texas. She wore jeans, a
red-and-white-checked shirt, and cowboy boots. She sat high in a western
saddle, riding more with her knees and her head than with the reins in her
hand. She came straight into him, her single blonde braid bouncing behind. The maddog carried a rifle, a Remington Model 700 ADL in .270
Winchester. He braced his forearm against a rotting log and took her when she
was forty yards out. The single shot penetrated her breastbone and blew her off
the horse. That was a killing of a different kind. She had not been
Chosen; she had asked for it. She had said, three years before the killing, in
the maddog's hearing, that he had lips like red worms. Like the twisting red
worms that you found under river rocks. She said it in the hall of their high
school, a cluster of friends standing around her. A few glanced over their
shoulders at the maddog, who stood fifteen feet away, alone, as always, pushing
his books onto the top shelf of his locker. He gave no sign that he'd
overheard. He had been very good at concealment, even in his youngest days,
though the ranch girl didn't seem to care one way or another. The maddog was a
social nonentity. But she paid for her careless talk. He held her comment to
his breast for three years, knowing his time would come. And it did. She went
off the back of the horse, stricken stone-cold dead by a fast-expanding
copper-jacketed hunting bullet. The maddog ran lightly through the woods and across a low
stretch of swampy prairie. He dumped the gun beneath a rusting iron culvert
where a road crossed the marsh. The culvert would confuse any metal detector
used to hunt for the weapon, although the maddog didn't expect a search
it was deer season and the woods were full of maniacs from the cities, armed to
the teeth and ready to kill. The season, the weapon cache, all had been
determined far in advance. Even as a sophomore in college, the maddog was a
planner. He went to the girl's funeral. Her face was untouched and
the top half of the coffin was left open. He sat as close as he could, in his
dark suit, watched her face and felt the power rising. His only regret was that
she had not known that death was coming, so that she might savor the pain; and
that he had not had time to enjoy its passage. The second killing was the first of the truly Chosen,
although he no longer considered it a work of maturity. It was more of... an
experiment? Yes. In the second killing, he remedied the deficiencies of the
fist. She was a hooker. He took her during the spring break of his
second year, his crisis year, in law school. The need had long been there, he
thought. The intellectual pressure of law school compounded it. And one cool
night in Dallas, with a knife, he earned temporary respite on the pale white
body of a Mississippi peckerwood girl, come to the city to find her
fortune. The ranch girl's shooting death was lamented as a hunting
accident. Her parents grieved and went on to other things. Two years later, the
maddog saw the girl's mother laughing outside a concert hall. The Dallas cops dismissed the hooker's execution as a street
killing, dope-related. They found Quaaludes in her purse, and that was good
enough. All they had was a street name. They put her in a pauper's grave with
that name, the wrong name, on the tiny iron plaque that marked the place. She
had never seen her sixteenth year. The two killings had been satisfying, but not fully
calculated. The killings in the Cities were different. They were meticulously
planned, their tactics based on a professional review of a dozen murder
investigations. The maddog was intelligent. He was a member of the bar. He
derived rules. Never kill anyone you know. Never have a motive. Never follow a discernible pattern. Never carry a weapon after it has been used. Isolate yourself from random discovery. Beware of leaving physical evidence. There were more. He built them into a challenge. He was mad, of course. And he knew it. In the best of worlds, he would prefer to be sane. Insanity
brought with it a large measure of stress. He had pills now, black ones for
high blood pressure, reddish-brown ones to help him sleep. He would prefer to
be sane, but you played the hand you were dealt. His father said so. The mark
of a man. So he was mad. But not quite the way the police thought. He bound and gagged the women and raped them. The police considered him a sex freak. A cold freak. He took
his time about the killings and the rapes. They believe he talked to his
victims. He carefully used prophylactics. Lubricated prophylactics. Postmortem
vaginal smears on the first two Cities victims produced evidence of the
lubricant. Since the cops never found the rubbers, they assumed he took them
with him. Consulting psychiatrists, hired to construct a psychological
profile, believed the maddog feared women. Possibly the result of a
youthful life with a dominant mother, they said, a mother alternately
tyrannical and loving, with sexual overtones. Possibly the maddog was afraid of
AIDS, and possibly they talked of endless possibilities he was
essentially homosexual. Possibly, they said, he might do something with the
semen he saved in the prophylactics. When the shrinks said that, the cops
looked at each other. Do something? Do what? Make Sno-Cones? What? The psychiatrists were wrong. About all of it. He did not taunt his victims, he comforted them; helped them
to participate. He didn't used the rubbers primarily to protect
himself from disease, but to protect himself from the police. Semen is
evidence, carefully collected, examined, and typed by medical investigators.
The maddog knew of a case where a woman was attacked, raped, and killed by one of
two panhandlers. Each man accused the other. A semen-typing was pivotal in
isolating the killer. The maddog didn't save the rubbers. He didn't do
something with them. He flushed them, with their evidentiary load, down
his victim's toilets. Nor was his mother a tyrant. She had been a small unhappy dark-haired woman who wore
calico dresses and wide-brimmed straw hats in the summertime. She died when he
was in junior high school. He could barely remember her face, though once, when
he was idly going through family boxes, he came across a stack of letters
addressed to his family and tied with a ribbon. Without quite knowing why, he
sniffed the envelopes and was overwhelmed by the faint, lingering scent of her,
a scent like old wild-rose petals and the memories of Easter lilacs. But she was nothing. She never contributed. Won nothing. Did nothing. She was a
drag on his father. His father and his fascinating games, and she was a drag on
them. He remembered his father shouting at her once, I'm working, I'm
working, and you will stay out of this room when I am working, I have to
concentrate and I cannot do it if you come in here and whine, whine... The
fascinating games played in courts and jailhouses. The maddog was not homosexual. He was attracted only to
women. It was the only thing that a man could do, the thing with women. He
lusted for them, seeing their death and feeling himself explode as one
transcendent moment. In moments of introspection, the maddog had rooted through
his psyche, seeking out the genesis of his insanity. He decided that it had not
come all at once, but had grown. He remembered those lonely weeks of
isolation on the ranch with his mother, while his father was in Dallas playing
his games. The maddog would work with his .22 rifle, sniping the ground
squirrels. If he hit a squirrel just right, hit it in the hindquarters, rolled
it away from its hole, it would struggle and chitter and try to claw its way
back to the nest, dragging itself with its front paws. All the other ground squirrels, from adjacent holes, would
stand on the hills of sand they'd excavated from their dens and watch. Then he
could pick off a second one, and that would bring out more, and then a third,
until an entire colony was watching a half-dozen wounded ground squirrels
trying to drag themselves back to their nests. He would wound six or seven, shooting from a prone position,
then stand and walk over to the nests and finish them with his pocketknife.
Sometimes he skinned them out alive, whipping off their hides while they
struggled in his hands. After a while, he began stringing their ears, keeping
the string in the loft of a machine shed. At the end of one summer, he had more
than three hundred sets of ears. He had the first orgasm of his young life as he lay prone on
the edge of a hayfield sniping ground squirrels. The long spasm was like death
itself. Afterward he unbuttoned his jeans and pulled open the front of his
underwear to look at the wet semen stains and he said to himself, "Boy, that
did it... boy, that did it." He said it over and over, and after that, the
passion came more often as he hunted over the ranch. Suppose, he thought, that it had been different. Suppose
that he'd had playmates, girls, and they had gone to play doctor out in one of
the sheds. You show me yours, I'll show you mine... Would that have
made all the difference? He didn't know. By the time he was fourteen, it was
too late. His mind had been turned. A girl lived a mile down the road. She was five or six years
older than he. Daughter of a real rancher. She rode by on a hayrack once, her
mother towing it with a tractor, the girl wearing a sweat-soaked T-shirt that
showed her nipples puckered against the dirty cloth. The maddog was fourteen
and felt the stirring of a powerful desire and said aloud, "I would love her
and kill her." He was mad. When he was in law school he read about other men like
himself, fascinated to learn that he was part of a community. He thought of it
as a community, of men who understood the powerful exaltation of that moment of
ejaculation and death. But it was not just the killing. Not anymore. There was now
the intellectual thrill. The maddog had always loved games. The games his father
played, the games he played alone in his room. Fantasy games, role-playing
games. He was good at chess. He won the high-school chess tournament three
years running, though he rarely played against others outside the
tournaments. But there were better games. Like those his father played.
But even his father was a surrogate for the real player, the other man at the
table, the defendant. The real players were the defendants and the cops. The
maddog knew he could never be a cop. But he could still be a player. And now, in his twenty-seventh year, he was approaching his
destiny. He was playing and he was killing, and the joy of the act made his
body sing with pleasure. The ultimate game. The ultimate
stakes. He bet his life that they could not catch him. And he was
winning the lives of women, like poker chips. Men always played for women; that
was his theory. They were the winnings in all the best games. Cops, of course, weren't interested in playing. Cops were
notoriously dull. To help them grasp the concept of the game, he left a rule
with each killing. Words carefully snipped from the Minneapolis newspaper, a
short phrase stuck with Scotch Magic tape to notebook paper. For the first
Cities kill, it was Never murder anyone you know. That puzzled them sorely. He placed the paper on the
victim's chest, so there could be no doubt who had left it there. As an almost
jocular afterthought, he signed it: maddog. The second one got Never have a motive. With that,
they would have known they were dealing with a man of purpose. Though they must have been sweating bullets, the cops kept
the story out of the papers. The maddog yearned for the press. Yearned to watch
his legal colleagues follow the course of the investigation in the daily news.
To know that they were talking to him, about him, never knowing that he was the
One. It thrilled him. This third collection should do the trick.
The cops couldn't suppress the story forever. Police departments normally
leaked like colanders. He was surprised they'd kept the secret this long. The third one would get Never follow a discernible
pattern. He left the sheet on a loom. There was a contradiction here, of course. The maddog was an
intellectual and he had considered it. He was careful to the point of
fanaticism: he would leave no clues. Yet, he deliberately created them. The
police and their psychiatrists might deduce certain things about his
personality from his choice of words. From the fact that he made rules at all.
From the impulse to play. But there was no help for that. If killing were all that mattered, he didn't doubt
that he could do it and get away with it. Dallas had demonstrated that. He
could do dozens. Hundreds. Fly to Los Angeles, buy a knife at a discount store,
kill a hooker, fly back home the same night. A different city every week. They
would never catch him. They would never even know. There was an attraction to the idea, but it was, ultimately,
intellectually sterile. He was developing. He wanted the contest.
Needed it. The maddog shook his head in the dark and looked down from
the high window. Cars hissed by on the wet street. There was a low rumble from
I-94, two blocks to the north. Nobody on foot. Nobody carrying bags. He waited, pacing along the windows, watching the street.
Eight minutes, ten minutes. The intensity was growing, the pulsing, the
pressure. Where was she? He needed her. Then he saw her, crossing the street below, her dark hair
bobbing in the mercury-vapor lights. She was alone, carrying a single grocery
bag. When she passed out of sight directly below him, he moved to the central
pillar and stood against it. The maddog wore jeans, a black T-shirt, latex surgeon's
gloves, and a blue silk ski mask. When she was tied to the bed and he had
stripped himself, the woman would find that her attacker had shaven: he was as
clean of pubic hair as a five-year-old. Not because he was kinky, although it
did feel... interesting. But he had seen a case in which lab
specialists recovered a half-dozen pubic hairs from a woman's couch and matched
them with samples from the assailant. Got the samples from the assailant with a
search warrant. Nice touch. Upheld on the appeal. He shivered. It was chilly. He wished he had worn a jacket.
When he left his apartment, the temperature was seventy-five. It must have
fallen fifteen degrees since dark. God damn Minnesota. The maddog was not large or notably athletic. For a brief
time in his teens he thought of himself as lean, although his father
characterized him as slight. Now, he would concede to a mirror, he was
puffy. Five feet ten inches tall, curly red hair, the beginnings of a double
chin, a roundness to the lower belly... lips like red worms.... The elevator was old and intended for freight. It groaned
once, twice, and started up. The maddog checked his equipment: The Kotex that
he would use as a gag was stuffed in his right hip pocket. The tape that he
would use to bind the gag was in his left. The gun was tucked in his belt,
under the T-shirt. The pistol was small but ugly, a Smith & Wesson Model 15
revolver. He'd bought it from a man who was about to die and then did. Before
he died, when he offered it for sale, the dying man said his wife wanted him to
keep it for protection. He asked the maddog not to mention that he had
purchased it. It would be their secret. And that was perfect. Nobody knew he had the gun. If he ever
had to use it, it would be untraceable, or traceable only to a dead man. He took the gun out and held it by his side and thought of
the sequence: grab, gun in face, force on floor, slap her with the pistol.
kneel on back, pull head back, stuff Kotex in mouth, tape, drag to bed, tape
arms to the headboard, feet to the baseboard. Then relax and shift to the knife. The elevator stopped and the doors opened. The maddog's
stomach tightened, a familiar sensation. Pleasant, even. Footsteps. Key in the
door. His heart was pounding. Door open. Lights. Door closed. The gun was hot
in his hand, the grip rough. The woman passing... The maddog catapulted from his hiding place. Saw in an instant that she was alone. Wrapped her up, the gun beside her face. The grocery bag burst and red-and-white cans of Campbell's
soup clattered down the wooden floor like dice, beige-and-red packages of
chicken nibbles and microwave lasagna crunched underfoot. "Scream," he said in his roughest voice, well-practiced with
a tape recorder, "and I'll kill you." Unexpectedly, the woman relaxed against him and the maddog
involuntarily relaxed with her. An instant later, the heel of her foot smashed
onto his instep. The pain was unbearable and as he opened his mouth to scream,
she turned in his arms, ignoring the gun. "Aaaaiii," she said, a low half-scream, half-cry of
fear. Time virtually stopped for them, the seconds fragmenting
into minutes. The maddog watched her hand come up and thought she had a gun and
felt his own gun hand traveling away from her body, the wrong way, and thought,
"No." He realized in the next crystalline fragment of time that she was not
holding a gun, but a thin silver cylinder. She hit him with a blast of Mace and the time stream lurched
crazily into fast-forward. He screeched and swatted her with the Smith and lost
it at the same time. He swung his other hand and, more from luck than skill,
connected with the side of her jaw and she fell and rolled. The maddog looked for the gun, half-blinded, his hands to
his face, his lungs not working as they should he had asthma, and the
Mace was soaking through the ski mask and the woman was rolling and
coming up with the Mace again and now she was screaming: "Asshole, Asshole..." He kicked at her and missed and she sprayed him again and he
kicked again and she stumbled and was rolling and still had the Mace and he
couldn't find the gun and he kicked at her again. Lucky again, he connected
with her Mace hand and the small can went flying. Blood was pouring from her
forehead where it had been raked by the front sight on the pistol, streaming
from the ragged cut down over her eyes and mouth, and it was on her teeth and
she was screaming: "Asshole, asshole." Before he could get back on the attack, she picked up a
shiny stainless-steel pipe and swung it at him like a woman who'd spent time in
the softball leagues. He fended her off and backed away, still looking for the
gun, but it was gone and she was coming and the maddog made the kind of
decision he was trained to make. He ran. He ran and she ran behind him and hit him once more on the
back and he half-stumbled and turned and hit her along the jaw with the bottom
of his fist, a weak, ineffective punch, and she bounced away and came back with
the pipe, her mouth open, her teeth showing, showering him with saliva and
blood as she screamed, and he made it through the door and jerked it shut
behind him. "... asshole..." Down the hall to the stairs, almost strangling in the mask.
She didn't pursue, but stood at the closed door screaming with the most
piercing wail he'd ever heard. A door opened somewhere and he continued blindly
down the stairs. At the bottom he stripped off the mask and thrust it in his
pocket and stepped outside. Amble, he thought. Stroll. It was cold. Goddamn Minnesota. It was August and he was
freezing. He could hear her screaming. Faintly at first, then louder. The bitch
had opened the window. The cops were just across the way. The maddog hunched
his shoulders and walked a little more quickly down to his car, slipped inside,
and drove away. Halfway back to Minneapolis, still in the grip of mortal fear,
shaking with the cold, he remembered that cars have heaters and turned it
on. He was in Minneapolis before he realized that he was hurt.
Goddamn pipe. Going to have big bruises, he thought, shoulders and back. Bitch.
The gun shouldn't be a problem, couldn't be traced. Christ it hurt. |
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